Too hard to talk about feelings, so this is what I did today:
Sent 3 texts to CPN
Got 2 texts and call from CPN
Got up at midday
Cleared dead leaves and branches from patch of garden near flat
Cried in a shop, apologised, said thank you
Brushed my beautiful cat and fed beautiful cat on demand
Made two small arty things, not sure what they are yet, but at least they are started
Made some yummy indian food all by myself without burning it
Waved to my neighbour who I haven't spoken to since September
Done stuff see, I can do stuff, just can't bear to feel stuff. Plan: be busy.
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