Can we just cancel?

OK, enough now, please can we just cancel New Year's Eve and get on with things? I hate NYE, I don't know what am supposed to be celebrating (and hope with meds to sleep through it). I don't want to reflect on what I haven't achieved in the past year, too scared to consider the coming one. I need some support, and appointments being suspended over the "holiday" period don't help. Oh, and I seem to have a coldy nasty thing going on which isn't helping. Bah Humbug.